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Another thing about my life can be explained in the simplest of ways

"If you grew up with white boys, who only look at black and puerto rican porno, cuz they want something that their dad don’t got, then you know where ur at."

This is the horror. But the privilege.

"Mortaring your earholes shut in a rush with wet coke, in the starbucks bathroom with the door closed, on booze im lost in residue and confused, like the first time you used soft water,"

How i deal with this Fact. Its fact

Im out of luck, caught unaware like Houdini when the last fist struck                              If im sinking and laughing at something sunken in i am, 

My future is fucked, im unprepared, and not ready for anything. Slowly sinking.